sometimes the right thing is to give up

I'm wondering if the time has come

confusion

I'm trying to figure out how I'd feel without someone in my life. If it's possible to do it at all completely do make a clean cut. And I don't know if I want to do it, or if I'm taking this approach 'cause I'm scared and this would be the easy way out.

At the same time I have to acknowledge new behaviour and responses to actions that I've never felt before, and I feel that I have to take those into considereation before making a decision.

I danced with someone yesterday and it felt like I was cheating. I've turned into crazy jealous lady with no way of dealing with it.

Stuff just keeps piling on top of each other, so not sure if this would be the right time to make a decision or if I'm trying to escape some of the pressure.