confusion

Shait! I met this gorgeous man, and I'm floating on pink clouds, falling through them all the time 'cause I'm panicking! I'm so afraid that this will blow up in my face that I'm not sure if I can put my heart in it. And I know I have to tell him about this, otherwise I'll hurt him and that freaks me out even more, 'cause if we're gonna "talk" about it then it's for real, and it's just a mess!